Something relatable out of around 6 hrs of time waste;

Dread can start as a small thing,
It's so quiet, that you can pretend not to hear it.

But it gets loud, really LOUD!
And u cant ignore it anymore;

It's like a Haunted house,
Only that I'm the Ghost.

The End of the Fuckin World

There's time for everything (i hope) and that time is different for everyone.

With that i mind, allow me to start my rambling rant. Few years back when i was first introduced to the concept of learning & earning, i though "oh fuckk, i can earn infinite money and be rich" and even now i still stand with that sentence.

 is an ever changing. Like today I'm listening 

 (singer) very much, maybe not be the case after 6 months.

How to stick to same path then?
If i knew that, i would not be wasting my time here writing this shit down. Instead i should be working on that project whose deadline is tomorrow 🥲.

Still there are few things i noticed along the way, that helped to stay on track (vaguely, so yea..):

Find something constant in this ever moving life, not like the value of 

but something that's dynamic and open like sky and still the same when u seen it for the first time.

Don't lose it, you know how hard it is to find such thing right!!! So Don't even take a chance to put it in danger, once it is gone, it's gone forever. Hence, good luck :)

Lol i found such things (yea more that one 😎) and ddn't care about it after a while. One thing led to another and Few years later, here i'm now rambling about it and how good life was at that time. I just didn't realized that in time;

Oh well, that was one hell of paragraph. Fuck it, i'm gonna continue doing "stuff" until i also become a  rich-ass psycho or something.

When I Can't Power Through

 videos lately. He has youtube channel and posts about philosophy. 

 of his and i realised that constantly witnessing this change about myself, mostly the way i think about stuff like 

"what most people of my age are doing now",

 i guess there's more to it. Stuff that i don't want to talk about really. 
So I'm writing it down here, coz it wonders in my head still...

I want to recommend it to other people too, but probably wont. so i'm writing it here.
Anyone who's in same age group as me, this is my recommendation for you 𒋖

Ooh and i found written version (transcribed text) of same video, 

 check it out (in case you're into reading more than into watching or listening 🙃)

Karansh Logs.

And Nothing Can Ever Ruin This

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