Something relatable out of around 6 hrs of time waste;

Dread can start as a small thing,
It's so quiet, that you can pretend not to hear it.

But it gets loud, really LOUD!
And u cant ignore it anymore;

It's like a Haunted house,
Only that I'm the Ghost.

The End of the Fuckin World

There's time for everything (i hope) and that time is different for everyone.

With that i mind, allow me to start my rambling rant. Few years back when i was first introduced to the concept of learning & earning, i though "oh fuckk, i can earn infinite money and be rich" and even now i still stand with that sentence.

 is an ever changing. Like today I'm listening 

 (singer) very much, maybe not be the case after 6 months.

How to stick to same path then?
If i knew that, i would not be wasting my time here writing this shit down. Instead i should be working on that project whose deadline is tomorrow 🥲.

Still there are few things i noticed along the way, that helped to stay on track (vaguely, so yea..):

Find something constant in this ever moving life, not like the value of 

but something that's dynamic and open like sky and still the same when u seen it for the first time.

Don't lose it, you know how hard it is to find such thing right!!! So Don't even take a chance to put it in danger, once it is gone, it's gone forever. Hence, good luck :)

Lol i found such things (yea more that one 😎) and ddn't care about it after a while. One thing led to another and Few years later, here i'm now rambling about it and how good life was at that time. I just didn't realized that in time;

Oh well, that was one hell of paragraph. Fuck it, i'm gonna continue doing "stuff" until i also become a  rich-ass psycho or something.

When I Can't Power Through

I started learning new stuff quite a while ago now. On looking back at the path i took to get where i'm now, it seems almost impossible & i mean it.

thing. And now, when i'm in the way to become ascended, It's becoming harder and harder to stick to the path. I slip out for months, without realising it happening. 

There are times when i look around and ask myself, 

And i know, it probably is. It's like dark clouds which we all know are just temporary but by at the same time, scary too.

I've passed on some many other things to get here, and now if this state of mind goes on. I don't think i can keep up. 
It's true dat every beautiful thing happened to till now was very hard at first, and in almost all cases, i tried quitting before even putting any efforts and i know it very well.

And still this cycle of feeling good then feeling like crap and searching for a reason to  feel happy for just 5 mins before getting all crappy again. It's a real shit story and I'm not proud of it. 
I'm new to this and all i can say is, i can try to try better (but no promises).

Karansh Logs.

In the end, It's all same

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