Something relatable out of around 6 hrs of time waste;

Dread can start as a small thing,
It's so quiet, that you can pretend not to hear it.

But it gets loud, really LOUD!
And u cant ignore it anymore;

It's like a Haunted house,
Only that I'm the Ghost.

The End of the Fuckin World

There's time for everything (i hope) and that time is different for everyone.

With that i mind, allow me to start my rambling rant. Few years back when i was first introduced to the concept of learning & earning, i though "oh fuckk, i can earn infinite money and be rich" and even now i still stand with that sentence.

 is an ever changing. Like today I'm listening 

 (singer) very much, maybe not be the case after 6 months.

How to stick to same path then?
If i knew that, i would not be wasting my time here writing this shit down. Instead i should be working on that project whose deadline is tomorrow 🥲.

Still there are few things i noticed along the way, that helped to stay on track (vaguely, so yea..):

Find something constant in this ever moving life, not like the value of 

but something that's dynamic and open like sky and still the same when u seen it for the first time.

Don't lose it, you know how hard it is to find such thing right!!! So Don't even take a chance to put it in danger, once it is gone, it's gone forever. Hence, good luck :)

Lol i found such things (yea more that one 😎) and ddn't care about it after a while. One thing led to another and Few years later, here i'm now rambling about it and how good life was at that time. I just didn't realized that in time;

Oh well, that was one hell of paragraph. Fuck it, i'm gonna continue doing "stuff" until i also become a  rich-ass psycho or something.

When I Can't Power Through

I'm trying to find a way so that i never have to work again, or maybe it's just a bad weather today or month perhaps. Whatever it is, i'm tried and sleepy and want to sleep more. And definitely don't want to take part of "medications". 
Well all that's left now is actually making some efforts and getting myself out of it. I want to and i think i can't and it's boring and my mouth is dry (last one is unnecessary). 

 and doing the same tomorrow.
And i think, it has nothing to do with self-control too. Like at this moment, i'm very conscious and bit lazy but definitely under my control. I want to write it down, so i'm tying and hoping someone will get me a glass of water 😅

I don't like to force myself either, but i do it in a fair bit and can't recommend it enough. There are times when i wish i would have forced myself to do that but didn't and dwelling now.

Karansh Logs.

on procrastination

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